About Me:Just a season ticket holder to the end of the world.
Music:Music ahhh the last escape out our reality that is still legal. I range from Amadeus Mozart to white zombie. primarily metal and classic rock. little to no rap.
Movies:i love movies that offend me. mindscrews and horror. specifically biblical horror like constantine, devils advocate...exorcism of emily rose, amityville. i also liked iced age, scrat reminds me of the human race.
TV:if religion is a cruch for the weak (i dont share this opinion) then i believe tv is a cruch for the ignorant. except for C.S.I. vegas, ghosthunters and mythbusters. but VERY rarely do i rot in front of the boob tube. life is a slow decay towards death. i dont need tv radiation to speed the process.
Books:good god do i have a s--tload of books. ranging for the completed works of aleister crowley to insence herbs and oils. a alot of high magic and divine work text. Golden dawn content. only you smart ones know what i mean by the intertwineing of the Qabal and the Institute of the Golden Dawn.
Likes:Music. High art and "the Great Work". working on my 66 chevy truck. playin with my little girl. messing with my wifes head (she finally gave into my request for a paligamist relationship on both of our behalves). i love building guitars but i hate selling them after all that work. guitars drums bass i love playing them all. im a fiddler. i have to be fiddling something all the time. it keeps my mind off the end of the world.
Dislikes:lifting heavy stuff. i find that one out when my wife and i moved just recently. the 7th level of hell was getting a little hotter than usual recently, so we moved to the fifth. i hate people who deny the inevitable. i hate close minded people. i hate power abusive people. i hate unself-proclaim ignorant people. i hate tall people (they scare me) i hate judgemental people. i hate materialistic people. i hate politally motivated people. i hate tv/vcr repairing people. i hate uncompromisable people. but i try to get along with everybody. i hate ocra too.
Hobbies:read "Likes" im not typing all that crap again
Vices:Smoking, i hate smoking they taste nasty smell even worse. but is the only form of socially excepted suicide left legal. poblem is im not suicidal anymore but now im addicted to cigarettes. damn. beer. its great. i dont drink as much as i use to anymore. it helps me appreciate it more. whiskey. i really dont do shots any more. i add it to my coffee nowadays for flavoring.
Virtues:not too many left anymore. stopped giving a crap because in my 26 years of exsisitence no one has ever listened to my advice. and ive watched their lives fall apart. so to heck with em. ive donated to the local sherrif depart only to see them cuff and stuff my wife on a bogus charge, ive donated to the volunteer fire department the was two blocks down from where i used to live before it burnt down. ive donated to the cancer research center and a friend of mine who never smoked died of lung cancer. some say to glass is half full, others say half empty. i say the glass had never exsisted to begin with. its was mentally created just to catagorize people.
Heroes:the Punisher. DAD! my wife(been to the desert 3 times and still pumped out a perfect kid!, top that mr. president!), Jhonan Vasquez, JTHM. myself. gimmie a break, i like me alot better now that i quit taking those stupid meds.
well, congratulations you foreverfuckedinthehead idiots!! Democrates now hold sway in the house with a republican president. this means means that even if the president manages to pull his head ut of his ass, whatever drops out is going to be shot down. did you guys here about that Democratic Senator who purposed bringing back the draft? and he actually has some backing on it! maybe its all my fault for making such a progressive blog on here. maybe i inspired the people to vote against anything that would help the president. maybe i wasnt clear enough. ok so you hate the economy, but itll pick up, it always goes up and down. so you hate the war, dont we all, so you hate the bumble fuck backwoods redneck president. who gives a shit. but the worst thing, THE WORST thing we coulda dont was load up congress with the opposing party of the president. are we not learning anything from this war? ask yourself...why are things screwed up in iraq? cuase we made a forced regime change. saddam hussain was a horrific tyrrant who oppress his people, blah blah blah, shit suck, but guess what folks. terrorist were scared shitless of him. he didnt stand for that kinda shit. not because they were terrorists, but because he didnt want an independent cell being more powerful than him, so he wiped em out. but ever since we kicked him off the chair, its been total frikken heck over there. and what are we the people doing over here? forcing a regime change. not so much as kicking the president out but loading thje congress against him. i tell ya folks i gotta bad feeling about this.the terrorists are feeding of the state of unrest in the US. terrorism-the force a lifestyle and/or idealism by force violence and coorsion by means of radical extremes. guess what folks? they accomplished their mission. bold fact to throw out there but its the gods honest truth. our lives from here on out are change because of their actions. one last solemn note, i guess my ramblings have atracted a small following. of the younger generation type. you guys have a big frikken job tossed on your shoulders. fix our fuckups. im doing my best to lighten the load, but but the work is piling up due to mans stupidity., or maybe im just over reacting as usual. well as far as news goes i think we've hit a lull. nothing going on in iran. isreal seemed to have gotten their way, korea finally managed to dislodge their heads from a dark moist stinky place and is talking with us about their nuke thingies. but the part that bothers me a little is IRAN HAS NUKES??? OH HELL NO!! i want that dude on the phone NOW!! and KOREA?? jesus! lets go threaten them too!! INDIA HAS NUKES NOW?? but they are alright in our book, they can have em, its cool. WTF!?!?! so now we can pick and chose who gets to keep the firecrackers and who gets grounded and sent to their rooms? i give up on all you people. lets just keep stirring the pot shall we? now that bushes ace in the hole tony blair is stepping down, we are flying solo on this suicide mission. some were happy some were sad when Rumsfeld step down. i honestly never saw that one coming. food for thought. during the presidents tenure, every person from secretary of state to secretary of defence, has said fuck this i quit. and the massivwe change of political sway in congress. this not only sends a messege to the american people that this whole thing has truly back fire, but think of the messege it sends to the rest of the world. to our enemies, to our allies.i feel so bad for Collin Powell. back when he went to the united nations to try his case for military force be used in iraq. the white house basically hand him a hand full of pictures and told him "lie. lie to the entire world. not to just NATO, but the entire world. do it for the interest of the people. do it for america, do it for the president, and do it for democracy" he has to live with that. anyways i hope that everyone had a good thanksgiving. unlike most in the past many folks actually thought of something they were thankful for. i had a hard time myself. i guess im just thankful PETA hasnt banned the use of turkeys to commemorate the holiday, but the way the world is going, enjoy your drumsticks while its still legal. "every year hundred upon thousands of turkeys are butchered and slaughtered in partaking in a historical event the advents peace and love between different people. using slaughter and peace in the same context is morally wrong!!"- actual PETA quote. i like dark meat myself. dont get me wrong, im not a big fan of animal cruelty, after all i am a son of an aspiring veternarian. but if the good lord giveth and taketh away, i shooteth and eateth away. i truly do have a soft spot for furbearing critters, but if my neigbors dog doest shut the hell up its going to be happy cinderblock time.and that damn stray cat that keeps pissing all over the place outside. i always thought that the gun was an oxymoron of a device.when you kill a person or animal, its a personal momment. a greater means through a bitter end. on a hypothetical topic, my family is hungry so i kill a deer. no my family is not hungry. a man breaks into my house and threatens my family, i kill him now my family is safe. a point and click device (gun) is not personal. point aim click. a knife on the other hand is personal. close. not many can kill if they look the person or animal in the eye. perhaps a safer more efficient way to kill? building a better mouse trap. i guess thats why we use them so much. so we dont have to use our conscience so much.in my opinion the biggestpussy always bring the biggest weapon. the whole concept of fair fight no longer exsists. nohonor amonst enemies. but of course what examples do we have to live by. we got nukes all over the place. yes this is a lull in the latest breaking action in the world of horseshit folks, but i do beleive it is the calm before the storm. i still truly hold on to my original concepts. i was in central park during the 99-00 new years eve. biggest friken party on earth. but there was an arab dressed in drab holding the sign, the end is near. of course i was half fooschnickered when i saw andstarted luaghing my ass off at him, cause there is always that "the end is near"guy lumbering around. of course as i passed him while laughing i shouted DUDE are you fuggin serious aha hah ha?!?! he shot a stare at me that i recognize from my own mom. the old stink eye. it peirces ya. and he said "yes, im very very serious" hadnt even thought about that guy till just recently. personnaly, i could care. demographically speaking, we've killed far more of each other in the past with fewer people in existence, and man still has bounced back. but of course we didnt have nukes back in the 1400's either. or maybe im just overeacting. i truly do hope its the end of the world. dont get me wrong, theres alot of stuff i wanted to do and still gonna try doing them before we go up in smoke, but i truly do hope its the end. serves us right i say. but hey kids that should be motivation to follow your dreams!! there is my moral for the day!! follow your dreams...before you become vaporized by fallout!!!or drafted!! live everyday as if it might be your last! thats slowly but surely becoming more of a reality than a parable. well i do apologize for this being more lamenting than entertaining, im just in a crabby mood so get over it. and remember kids charlie manson loves you!!
When entering a presumed metaphysical hostile area, even before pre-emptivly grounding and centering, besure you are aware of your suroundings. I.E. trees/Dryads, familiars (mystically friend animals, pleasant or neutral spirits that might be present, shadow walker movement. Call apon these resources for protection and guidence. if your in good company your chances of mental survival are well better than not. Remember not all trees and squarrils are good. know your surroundings and use them.
I have recently took one of those online personality disorder tests the other day. WOW am i screwed up! anyways, how is everyone today? according to the online psychiatrist, im having the crappiest day of my life. well i suppose the te point of blogging is to ramble on so here i go. Do you guys remember back in the 90's that albino buffalo got born and all the scientist called it themost mystifying genetic phenomenon in history, and the native americans were shouting that it just fulfilled an old prophecy marking the end of the world? im no scientist so i believe em. After the trade center thing went down and all the fires and floods typhoons hurricans tornadoes....i gotta say ive nevewr seen such weird weather in my life. somethings up.Nostrildomus said the third great war will start in the sand. Iraq, Iran, Israel hmmmmmm. ladies and gents of all sizes and colors, hurry hurry hurry the seats are going fast! the degenerating morals and ethics of mans sinful minds PROUDLY presents.........the drum roll swells......THE END OF THE WORLD!!! face it folks we've been denying it since the dawn of time. even the farmers almanac which has been the most accurate accond of things to be the coming year has got its hands in the air. all the pagans are acting kinda funny lately, more than usual to say but i think that says something. between iran and its nuke progression, AND flexing its military power in the gulf over there HONESTLY has the rest of the Arab world over there scared shitless. not of us but them. they think Irans military ambition will spead a little. iraqs cival war that is now happening qoute unqoute is lookin grim. i can see a little progress over there but i dunno. you hand em a lolly pop and they'll try to stab eachothers eyes out with the stick. they are still blowing the donkey piss out each other over there and we got the nerve to say its all part of the plan. i cant say im for or against the president but ill be honest with you. if i was in his position......which is a tough one...i'd probebly be doing the same thing only slightly different. i had a bad feeling about this little shindig over there, and i knew from the beginning that there would be no diffinitive victory to say the war is over, it'll keep going and going and going, until some president feels enough dead has occured. not ours or theirs persay but someone inportant enough will. me personnally i dont think so. 9/11 lit the fuse to a ball of wax to big for us humans to handle. my suggestion? either one of two. either go to the front line get waxed and call it good.......or, what im gonna do. pack all the raman noodles and kool aid i can find go to montana with as much h=guns and ammo i can find.......and wait for the war to come to me. thats what McArthur woulda done. maybe not but he shoulda.i still think they should put the news on a more appropriate channel like comedy central or something.
Greetings, how nice of you to accidently click on my site. before you go back to google, let me grab your attention. This site is intended for nothing beyond sharing profound thoughts and views of todays society. first ammendment type stuff. An intergral (ive always wanted to use that word) method of thoughts in which to creat a "diary/journal" for the socially unaccepted. Poetry postings, stories of failure, tales of the oblivious are all welcome. also im kinda new to the modern lingo. im assuming the term blog is in reference to complaining online. cute, very cute. but hey i fell in the the pop culture cess pool just by making this site. we are all victims. tell the world. post a blog.